Expressing myself in writings

Although I don’t know whether my blog has many viewers or not, here I am, constantly writing what’s in my head. I just can’t help from writing–I simply love writing, despite my so-called “standard” level of English proficiency and my not-so-good Bahasa Indonesia score in the final examination. Oh well, never mind.

So here I am, back in the little red dot. I am here starting a new chapter of my life. It’s been only two weeks since my departure, yet I’ve felt many wonderful experiences, be they good or bad. I am especially delighted to see new faces coming to NUS–the vigorous, passionate faces of the incoming freshmen. Welcome all freshmen, I hope you cherish the university years you are going to spend here. And yes, university is the place where you study not only about your subject of interest, but also about life, friendship, as well as the first and foremost priority of your life.

Pondering through the past year, I felt the mercy of God who has taught me many lessons in life. I felt His unfailing love and everlasting patience through His willingness to teach this stubborn creation of His the truth about life. I would like to share some valuable things that I learned throughout the year:

1. Letting go of one’s pride. I found that pride is actually the root of all my problems throughout the year. It is pride that has caused me to write such stupid posts about comparing oneself to another; it is pride that has caused me to feel inferior when meeting successful people.

2. Look forward and focus on your purpose. Through all the discussions I had with my cell group leader, I (nearly) found myself again. The reason I put “nearly” here is because it is still an ongoing process; it is yet to be completed. He once said, progress is perfection. I found my reason to live again, I found my purpose again, though it’s hard to actually put yourself back on track. Remnants of your past will try to grasp you, making it hard for you to look forward. But, forget your past, and learn something new. Life is too good to be wasted. Don’t cry over spilled milk.

So, here I am, getting ready for a new day. My future might not be as good as other people’s, but I really want to commit myself to the things that God has wanted me to do. I truly pray that my life can be a blessing to others in the upcoming year. And YES,  I want to improve my writing skills. Feedback is most welcome.

Welcome, July. Welcome, Sophomore year.